I slaughtered hundreds of angels. Because they didn't believe in me. I thought I knew best.
( He says it without emotion, but with a familiar pang of regret. It was not his finest moment. He has had billions of violent moments. He was a warrior. Violence came easy. But, he let those souls go to his head. )
(she doesn't know if shooting holt was the right thing to do or not, but sometimes right is irrelevent. it still feels like the only choice she ever would have made in that moment.)
(wynonna doesn't have anyone to defer to, hasn't since dolls died, and maybe that's been part of the problem. she doesn't know how to lead or be an example, she's always just been trying to make sure her family survives.)
He couldn't handle the Winchesters acting out of turn. His plan was always for the two of them to kill each other, or, one and the other. Cain and Abel. And then when they didn't kill Jack - a Nephilim - my son. He couldn't accept that.
(that could mean a lot of things, but wynonna knows somewhere in her gut it doesn't mean he was. off somewhere else doing something good. if he wasn't there, it was because he couldn't be.)
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(no subject)
Date: 2020-12-19 12:37 am (UTC)Waverly is the best person I know, I'm not saying she's never made mistakes but she doesn't belong here.
(no subject)
Date: 2020-12-19 06:36 pm (UTC)( So much to read between these lines, Wynonna. )
(no subject)
Date: 2020-12-23 01:46 am (UTC)(that's a loaded question, and one she wasn't prepared for, it takes her a moment to answer.)
Yes. I definitely do.
(no subject)
Date: 2020-12-24 08:02 pm (UTC)( Maybe start there. )
(no subject)
Date: 2020-12-24 09:56 pm (UTC)(well he's got her there.)
That I don't deserve it. That I've made mistakes, but at my core is good.
(no subject)
Date: 2020-12-24 11:27 pm (UTC)( Not that Castiel wouldn't accept a fate in hell. He's ended enough angels' lives. And humans. And demons. He went to war. )
(no subject)
Date: 2020-12-24 11:32 pm (UTC)Maybe. (wynonna isn't so sure of a lot of things, least of all whether her core is good or not.)
I've done some bad stuff...not as bad some people, but still.
(no subject)
Date: 2020-12-25 12:32 am (UTC)( He says it without emotion, but with a familiar pang of regret. It was not his finest moment. He has had billions of violent moments. He was a warrior. Violence came easy. But, he let those souls go to his head. )
(no subject)
Date: 2020-12-25 05:05 am (UTC)But you don't now?
(she doesn't know if shooting holt was the right thing to do or not, but sometimes right is irrelevent. it still feels like the only choice she ever would have made in that moment.)
(no subject)
Date: 2020-12-25 06:29 pm (UTC)( Never like that. He defers to Dean, now. He doesn't hide things from him, not after he hid his deal with the Empty. They're on even ground. )
(no subject)
Date: 2020-12-27 11:06 pm (UTC)What do you do now?
(wynonna doesn't have anyone to defer to, hasn't since dolls died, and maybe that's been part of the problem. she doesn't know how to lead or be an example, she's always just been trying to make sure her family survives.)
(no subject)
Date: 2020-12-28 01:02 pm (UTC)( Which is a fun story! But most stories Cas tells don't really sound fun. )
(no subject)
Date: 2020-12-28 09:03 pm (UTC)Fighting God? I can't imagine that was going well.
(he's definitely got her attention now. and it's much better than...talking about herself.)
(no subject)
Date: 2020-12-29 07:34 pm (UTC)( it wasn't cool. )
(no subject)
Date: 2021-01-02 09:42 pm (UTC)What a fucking asshole. (maybe not the most articulate response but it feels....accurate given what he's said.)
(no subject)
Date: 2021-01-02 10:13 pm (UTC)( So. Yes, he's a fucking asshole. )
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(no subject)
Date: 2021-01-03 04:36 am (UTC)Yeah, dicks with too much power tend to not like it when people have minds of their own. Good for them for not doing what he wants.
(no subject)
Date: 2021-01-03 05:08 am (UTC)( Even when they thought Chuck stayed off world. He never did. )
(no subject)
Date: 2021-01-03 05:31 am (UTC)What do you mean?
(no subject)
Date: 2021-01-03 05:50 am (UTC)( Like that! )
(no subject)
Date: 2021-01-03 05:59 am (UTC)Wow. People aren't just an experiment he can decide are over. I hope you guys kicked his ass.
(no subject)
Date: 2021-01-03 11:59 am (UTC)( Dark things, right? )
(no subject)
Date: 2021-01-09 04:53 am (UTC)(that could mean a lot of things, but wynonna knows somewhere in her gut it doesn't mean he was. off somewhere else doing something good. if he wasn't there, it was because he couldn't be.)
Not everyone gets to, that's the hard truth.
(no subject)
Date: 2021-01-09 09:04 pm (UTC)( It may hit a nerve for Wynonna, but it doesn't for Cas. Not anymore. )
(no subject)
Date: 2021-01-09 10:09 pm (UTC)That doesn't mean it didn't hurt the people left behind.
(it does strike a nerve, hitting a little too close to home with what happened with dolls. it was his choice, but it still hurt.)
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